iN A World OF fill Wif Lov3.....

2006-11-03T22:09:00.000-08:00

partyworld 28th Oct

my masterpiece!

The daes without darling

2006-10-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

Darling hw is life in Korea?
I onli got one thing to tell u, I realli MISS u. Absent realli makes a person heart grow fonder. hehe!
For the past few days, it is like a rountine to me. Everyday go to wrk, knock off liao come back hm to keep muffin accompany. It is realli boring. Even though today is sunday, i have nothing to do but to stay at hm and rest, tidy up the hse. Such a good boyfriend and maid. haha.
2 more days and u will be back, can't wait that long.
I love u.

2006-09-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

MY 0LD PHOTOS

wad an enjoyable dae

2006-09-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, darling and me had an enjoyable night. Both of us went to catch a movie at cineleisure, its a korean movie, called The Intimate. Seriously the whole show was a disaster , the director wasn't even creative at all. It was so boring until this guy fell alseep in the theater and snored somemore. Wao kao!
After the show, we headed down to mustafa to get some cloth and spray, to decor banner. Spending over an hour shopping around, and took lotsa funny photos.
Wad a wonderful day.

nana and tonton <3>

New environment

2006-08-28T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, finally i get to start wrk liao, no more slacking at hm, no more rotting. I have to fight for my future now. Must set goals so that i will have a target.
Well everything seems fine for me. My boss, my friends and my job. Hopefully i will have a smooth sailing ahead of me.
I can foresee what lies ahead of me now, just as long as im determine to get it done. Not to worry my dear, i will definately plan our future together. All smiles to us.
As for my goals, i have to set it very realistic.
1) To own a car within the next two year.
2) To ROM with darling by her age of 22.
3) To fight for my managment position by next year end.

2006-08-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

Monday

This is the day that i have been waiting for. After 2 yr plus of suffering in the army, i finally get to be a first class citizen again.

I shall thank all those people who has helped me thru these 2 yrs plus.
To all my BMT buddies who went the good and bad days with me. I will never forget how we have suffered the worst 3 mths together. Hope to see all of you suceed in our dreams. Taurus platoon 1 rulz!

Bravo Sispec Warrior platoon 3, althought our brotherhood is not that close but never the less, i want to thanks those ppl who stay with me thru the gruelling 3 mths. I appreciated the day we kena tekan by all those saddist sergents. Bless to them, hope that they enjoy their remaining day in army.

Artillery brother, i very much enjoy my training life with all of you. The funny Ah bu, the idiot Thunder King, the garan Gary and not to miss the rest of the gang too. All the best dudes. Hopefully we will be together in the same resevist unit again.

ORD LOR!

The feeling of my ic on my face is damn shiok!

Tuesday

After the movie CLICK, darling and me together with ivan and his friend went to have supper at Tong Shui.
I can tell you, it is realli difficult to choose what i want to have. There are 100 over varity. In the end to chosen to have some thing westen with fries and susages plus a sunny shine up.

Wednesday

Today is family day, nothing special just went shopping in town with darling's parent. After sending auntie back hm, darling and we went to clementi recreation centre to play pool. Enjoy ourself alot, the enviroment there was pretty quiet, price range was alright but the food there was rather expensive. Hope to go there soon. Lastly, i want to thanks darling mummy for buyin one tee shirt for me. LOVE YA!

Big Day....

2006-08-05T01:29:00.001-07:00

7th of Aug

Next monday, i am going back to my camp to collect my pink IC. Can you imagine after 2 long yrs... i'm going to see my pink IC again ! My cute little baby face... hahahaha. Can't wait.

Another boring week....

2006-07-24T00:36:00.000-07:00

Haiz, this is another boring week to pass.
I have not received any phone call from any recuitment agency. Do i really have to wait until i get my pink IC, izit veri important?

Slacking away my life.....

i need a job

2006-07-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

Okie!

Thats it, i have been slacking for 3 weeks already.
I need to find a job asap. Slacky life is not for me..i need to move on to find my future.
Anyone, who is reading this blog, pls give me the chance to show you hw capable i am.

Jobless....

Another week.....

2006-07-17T02:17:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, i have just attended one of my friend's relative 50's Anniversary wedding at Hyatt Hotel.
Frankly speaking the place there is so grand and elegant, service wise needless to say, 5 stars. The food was so delicious, too bad the red wine is not realli up to standard but overall still 5 stars.
How i wish i can held my wedding over there, it will be great man. I guess i have to start saving up if i realli want my wedding to be held there. Am i dreaming?
After the wedding, we headed to Marina Square to catch our movie, the long been waiting movie "The Pirates of the Carribean 2: The dead man chest". The first movie was realli nice, part 2 is not as good as part 1..esp the awful ending! Johnny Depp was realli a surper actor, realli admired his acting skill, hopefully part 3 can come along quickly can't wait for it to be show.

Rotting like a worm

2006-07-10T01:17:00.000-07:00

Life is never better than slacking yourself away for one week.
Practically im living the past one week over at my gf's place, we did a lot of catching up, watching soccer together, having late night supper together. This is the life which i once live before i enlist into army and now im living it again.
Well i guess i need to start looking for a job now. Seriously, there are mani jobs out in the market but getting one that you like is never easy hopefully luck will be on my side.
Btw way i have to thank dear and her family for housing me at your place for so long. Realli feel paisai man!
Love u always!

Fifa World Cup 2006

2006-07-10T00:45:00.000-07:00

The Fifa World Cup has come to an end early this morning. Wad can i sae, Forza Italia, they did a great job coming back after conceeding an early penalty in the earlier half. With a great header from defender Marco Materazzi who tie the game on 1-1 before heading into half time. As the match went on, there were alot of chances created from both sides but non of them is possible to score a goal before extra time.
During the extra time the France captain did a stupid thing as he head butt into defender Marco Materazzi causing him to have a early shower even before the penalty shoot out. I was realli amaze that a world class player playing his last world cup can do such a thing, wad was he thinking during tat time, was he to frustrated that his team can't score a goal or was it because Buffon save his powerful header?
Anyway the match went into penalty shootout. Both team performed their best during the shootout but because of one mistake from France striker, David Trezeguet cause them to lose the trophy.
Wad a way to end the World Cup. Now we have to wait for another 4 years inorder to see a better World Cup in South Africa.

ORD lor!

2006-07-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

SAY SAY SAY!

Yesterday is my last day in camp, finally my 2 years plus of service to the army is over. Wad else can i say, im a free man now.... wow the feeling of waking up late in the afternoon is shiok, the feeling of sleeping late at night is wonderful. At least i can start doing the things i like without any worries(for the time being).

Well in the early morning, i watched the match of Italy vs Germany. Seriously i am wondering hw come Germany still can play until the semi final, there is much better teams out there who is stronger than them. However, Italy did a great job in killing of their dream of winning the world cup. 3 cheers to them. I predict with their current movtivation and vibe in this game they can surely win the world cup. All the way Italy.

Counting down to my ORD days.....

2006-06-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah baby, next tueday will be my last day in camp, from then on i will be clearing my leave. Hahaha, cannot imagine 2 year plus just pass like tat, to me it seem that i've just enlist into army.

The road ahead of me is stil beri blurr and distant. I realli dun know what am i suppose to do, to follow my dream or to take the path where all singaporean does. Uncertain man. What shall i do?

Hopefully time will tell, lead me somewhere where i will be happy okie.

Happy Brithday auntie

2006-06-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday auntie. Hope you enjoy yourself yesterday.

Yesterday celebrated nana's mum bdae. Although it was a simple one, i cld the warmth of her family. Realli envy them, how come my family #@$% one, especially my dad. Family bonding is realli important....

After the celebration, we (Nana, auntie, da jie and dylan) went window shopping at Causeway Point. The mall was realli crowded. After that went to Kiddy palacce to shop for da jie's baby products. Can you imagine that da jie is going to give birth on oct!! time really files~ Dylan, you're going to have a baby sister, remember to take care of her k.

While shopping around at the infant department, it give me the thought of starting a family with nana. Can't wait for that to happen, we are going to have our cute grunge baby. Heee heee.. I know dear u are also yearning for it. I can tell frm your eyes, dun worry.. our dream will come true.

My apologies...

2006-06-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

Quarrels for the past few days has realli been hitting both of us badly. Cold war before heading to bed is surely something which i am not looking for.

My apologies for creating such quarrel in between us.
Let us peace things out k.

Love u always!

World Cup 2006......Germany------->> Kick off!

2006-06-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

World Cup 2006 has already kicked off.
All the best to the 32 teams.

Several matches had already been played. Some are up to standard, some are realli disappointing. This year the underdogs is realli on the ball. They put in 100% effort and spirit in winning the world cup. But can they fulfill their dream, we shall wait and see.

Tonight, hot favourite Brazil is going play their first match against Croatia. Will they create a miracle with their samba football trashing the Croatian or will it be the other way round. Let pray and see.....

To all the soccer widows out there. Go find something worthy to do if your boyfriend or husband is busy watching the World Cup. After all, is a 4 year event that is not meant to be miss.

To you my darling. i hope to watch all the Brazilian match with you. Love u deeply.

Mo00vies Treats....

2006-05-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

Okie is time to relac and catch some interesting movies for this month.

Hooooo, I shall write mue comments on the movies that i have watch this particular month.

Okie, for the first to come it shall be "POSEIDON", althought i might be veri veri late in watching this movie but at least i did a part in informing those ppl who have not watch it yet, pls don't hold yourself back anymore. As this action thrill moive which is not to be miss or you will regret. Story line will melt ur heart and excite u at the same time.

Up next, will be 'THE DA VINCI CODE", to all the fans who craze over Dan Brown book. Now is the time to show some action on it. Is so historical, that i myself wasn't aware that there is such thing in the real world. The book was a hit worldwide therefore i don't see a reason why can't the movie too, scenery is so beautiful that one couldn't tempt to head there straight away. A twist in the story at the end makes the film unpredictable.

Lastly the movie where all the kids and adults have been waiting for. Yes, "X-MEN3 (THE LAST STAND). Needless to say, a few more characters being introduce to the movie, the mutants power have been widely show, interesting story line, hopefully there will be a part 4 to it if not is a waste to end the movie like tat.

Bangkok Trip......Hooooo

2006-05-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

First before i start blogging after such a long time i wanna complain abt my 2 bro.
Both of them are realli sick with the WARCRAFT game, pls get a hang of yourself there better things out there for you to do.

Anyway dreadfully sorry to you guys and girls out there if you have been waiting to read my blog. Couldn't help it as i only have one com at hm, Pathetic......

Okie i shall dedicate this particular piece to Bangkok the place for cheap shopping. Well it already a week plus since i came back frm my holiday in bangkok, i knoe is kinda late to blog abt it rite now but nvm i shall do so. If using one word to describe the whole trip it will be "CRAZY". Basically i enjoy every bit of it from the preparation to coming back home sweet home. The whole trip is enjoyable, sadly there's a few hipcups but overall still good. Shop like hell, eat like hell, fun like hell, what else more can i ask for. Although it is a nearby country, there's many excitement. Everyone enjoyed themselves to the fullest, i think my dear nana gain alot frm the shopping....Hmmmmmm.

I guess i will go back there every now and then. Seriously the stuffs there is so so cheap and as for the food.. well~ dun have to say too much, especially the shark fin and bird nest. Practically the trip was a wonderful trip to us - 3 couples. Hopefully we can have the chance to go oversea.

I shall not mention the places where i shop as i think u have to check it out yourself it will be more meaningful.

To you my dear i hope you enjoy yourself. Love ya...Hooooooo!

On the past few weeks...

2006-05-08T06:14:00.000-07:00

Didn't manage to use the com due to my 2 brother who is so stick on to the game "warcraft". Can't stand them playing it day and night as thought there is like nothing much better to do.

Anyway can't be bother with them. Shall touch up on wad i did meanfully for the last previous weeks or sooooooo...... Catch a few movies, firstly it was "DAISY" i bet not all of you guys and girls watch this movie. I can say is highly recommend by me, nice story line with a twist of surprise at the end. The lead actors and actress is super into their acting skill, well done.
The other movie is a block buster, yes i meant M.I.3. Full of action, with all the babes and hunks. A movie that is not to be miss. An action moive of the year.
Okie i shall intro an up coming moive too, maybe to all the car craze fans out there. The fast and Furious is going to release their 3rd moive, which i called Toyko Drift, is going to be out there in the theater on 16 June. Stay tune.

Finish with the stuff i need to blog regarding last week, is time to pack up and head for Bangkok this coming weekend. I need a long break away from all the army stuffs, can't imagine that i going to finish army in August. A brush of fresh air is awaiting me in the civilian world.

Baby i can't wait to celebrate out 2nd Anniversary together.
Love you deeply in my heart.

Bangkok here i come......

2006-04-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

Yup, the air tickets to Bangkok is booked.
Right now, i am saving up to go there and shop like siao....kekeke.
Can't wait to head over there to enjoy with darling and her friends.

It seem now that my ORD date is drawing near, i don't realli have much stuff to do in camp aleady. Seriously i hope tat i can clear my leaves earlier. Oh God, pls lets my officers give me more offs pls, is so bored in camp im just wasting my time away... HAIZZZZZZ!

Anyway, does anyone have any jobs to recommend, it seems so difficult to find something which u like. I doesn't want to stuck to one job which i doesn't like OMG, the world is so cruel.

To you my dear, lets celebrate our 2nd Anniversay in Bangkok together.
May we last long long k.
Love you.

Long long Weekend......

2006-04-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

Time realli pass veri fast, last week long holiday was over in a blink of an eye.
Practically i was spending most of my time over at my gf's place. Sleeping with her, eating with her, hugging her. Wads more can a couple do? Cheeky man!

During the week.
We watch the movie "Take the lead". It was realli nice and was inspiring to me.
After watching the movie, you will feel like signing up for a ballroom dancing course. Try to catch the movie if you are interested into ballroom dancing. Amovie that shouldn't be miss.

We also went to a resturant call "Tang Shui" which mean desserts.
They sell a variety of foods near to 300 over but i onli try their noodle which was not bad and also their milk tea. Will head back there for more....

To you my dear, be prepare for our holiday shopping spree k.
Love u always!

Damn busy for this week....

2006-04-06T04:21:00.000-07:00

I think IM going crazy over my STUPID unit. Dun know wad are they thinking off. Always say , I think not even there lore.

Right now, my office is going to squeeze three branches together. My life is going to be very very "champ" so mani Indian chief around one say this, the other say that who am I going to listen too. HEADACHE.....

Every now and then, my superior keep giving me those task which I think that is redundant to do. If he think that he's so smart pls do it yourself y keep making life so difficult for me, old fashion hag.

I can't stand his nonsense anymore, time pls pls pass faster.
I can't wait to get out of this fucking organisation.
A place which pay us so miserably and give us tons of work.
How to survive?

1 May 2006

2006-03-28T03:07:00.000-08:00

1st May
Yah above mention date will be the dae that im going to receive the Progress Package from government. Anyway what izit all about? Well is some benefit that is given to the loyal Singaporean that have work so hard to build Singapore up into this cosmopolitan city.
Thks you so much LEE HSIEN LOONG.
Anyway, just came back not long ago from a National Education tour organize by my unit. Went around singapore to take a look into those historical building and temple. Really impress me that Singapore still put in the effort in keeping and furnish those run down temple and building letting them bring the value into the next generation.
It such a tiring day to travel around sight seeing all of you must try it sometime. Get to see thing which you never even seen before? Amazed.....

My dae to Freedom is Coming...

2006-03-22T03:44:00.000-08:00

I can smell my FREEDOM in the air, is drawing nearer and nearer to me. To all the ORD personnel in Aug, our day of reviving is coming.
Just last week i attended Da Jie wedding, realli enjoy myself with darling, spend 3 day 2 night over at her place. Too bad, Da jie didn't ask her "Sisters" over to help as they are all busy, so in the end is only nana, her younger sister and me who block the door. One thing i can say, the groom is not sporting at all cos we given him 3 simple test inorder for him to come in the house but he doesn't want to participate therefore there isn't much fun.
I wont't let such things to happen to me when i am getting married as i want it to be the one and only best in my entire life.
Anyway, after the wedding, that night. Darling's mum ask us to accompany her to the Temple in Bugis to pray for Dajie, what a sweet mum and u know what is the first time i went there in early in the morning at 4 am. I am surprise that singaporean do visit the temple so early to pray, i admired their sincerity. Bless them.
So let me see what could be the next event that is up coming. I sld start planning for a holiday is been such a long time since i travel overseas. Hmmmm maybe Thailand or Genting first. Must ask darling.

Enjoyable Weekend....

2006-03-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

Wad a hectic weekend i have. After finishing my guard duty on Saturday morning, i went hm to take a bath and rest for 2hrs before meeting darling and lineng to go to JB for shopping.
Seriously i hate queueing up in Malaysia. Im not sure whether are they racist. Always let the Singaporean wait and wait wasting out precious time. Practically, i only got myself a blazer over there. Well been looking of one a long time since then anyway glad to find one that i like. The rest of the time i am just window shopping, nothing caught my attention. Hmmmm. Guess shld start saving up for my Bangkok trip. Go there and live like a KING for a few day.
Darling sister is getting married this coming friday. I am planninf to take a 1 day off dun know izit allow. Wish to enjoy the fun with them.
Wish the newly couple all the best. Stay lovely!

Wad a wonderful birthday.....

2006-03-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

Yes.
Right now i am 23 yr old, a year older. How sad can it be, but after all i realli enjoy myself.
This year was a totally different kind of birthday celebration. It was celebrated wif my gf's bro, whose birthday falls on the same day as mine. On the other hand, my gf's family members celebrated with me too. How sweet of them.......
Before i mention abt the steamboat which my darling's mom prepared for me, i shall talk about our big seafood feast @ Macpherson. It was such a big spread, we had chilli crab, sambal kangkong, sambal sotong and zuzu. Could'nt imagine eating them rite now.
There's more to come. The very next day evening, we had steamboat. The ingredients were again - seafood, with big tiger prawns, crab meat, sea cucumbers, sliced fish and "bao bei". Now can u imagine having all these wonderful dishes for 2 straight roll. It's heaven.
I truly enjoyed myself during this weekends, thks darling for your birthday present.
Your parents for their kind heart and wonderful food for me. Realli love them....

I am 23 liao....

2006-03-03T02:10:00.001-08:00

In 48 hrs time, i going to be 23 yr old.
Hw SAD it can be, an adult now, more responsibility, more torture and many many more unexpected things to come. Hahaha!
Anyway gonna make one Birthday wish first! Well, well.... how abt "WORLD PEACE" lame rite. Okie i wish that i can set up my own business by the age of 30. Hopefully it will come true.

Let me catch up on my life recently, hmmmmm, it seem neither here nor there. Just counting down my days in Army, starting to plan on my future whether i shld continue to study or start wrking. Life is so monotone, every singaporean life is the same. They study follow by going into army after they come out start wrking and then find a partner to settle down is that all we can do.

Today, i visited the Old folks Home. The olderly over there is so poor things, their family members dun wan them. Left them there for the nurse to take care of. Day by day they are just waiting for nothing maybe death but at least they are leaving their life happily. I not sure whether are they happy inside too. I pray for them to be happy, even thou life is short but if u are happy even leaving for this very little moment is still so meaningfull rather that sufferring for so long.

All guys out there, if in life you find yourself nothing to do i can suggest that you can spend some time visiting them cos i can see in their face just now that they are very happy that people interact wif them.

I am 23 liao

2006-03-03T02:10:00.000-08:00

Weekends

2006-02-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

Week by week, my ORD days is drawing near. In other term, i also have more things to handle.
Nowadays, seriously i can't stand the people in my unit, they are all back-stabber.
Y don't they have some common sense or at least have some ren qin wei. All they know is to give people extra extra and more extra. If this is all they want then, FUCK their bloody rank.
I can't wait anymore longer other than to leave the army.
Being good to them, helping them to do things doesn't benefit us. Even my superior won't help me in crisis so wat great abt helping them doing all their sai kan.
They only will nag at you in the end u still have to sign the extra.
Clifton oh poor guy, tahan for another 4 more mth and they can't touch u anymore.
God bless to all the people who suffer the same fate as me.
We pull it true.

Valentine Dae

2006-02-16T02:21:00.000-08:00

Phew, Valentine day just pass in a blink. Althought me and my gf didn't get to enjoy much. Sorry baby causing u to suffer this wonderful day in a damp mood.

We intentionally wanted to dine in one of the resturant @ Club Street, too bad all the place are fully book, BORING. Therefore, we had to make alternate plan on it. I make sure there wont be anymore sucky valentine day next time round. All will be plan on advance, yeah. Anyway, in the end we took a cab to Suntec and settle our dinner over there, having Sudinese Food is realli a lousy choice. Bo Bian.....

Baby hope all the lousy arrange that i have made dun leave any ugly memory in you. Promise to give u a surprise and special valentine day next time round.

Anyway, love spending all the festive seasons with u.
So close and warming.
Love u unselfishly........

2006-02-15T02:52:00.000-08:00

Valentine Dae

2006-02-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

There nothing to do during tis valentine day, so boring. What else, dinner follow by movie, is that all i can do. Im running out of idea, who can i blame. Yaya, push everything to the army causing me to suffer all the pain, "GREAT".
FLOWERs flowers flowers, how pretty can that be, maybe i not a gal that y i dun understand. Nana like lilies alot, i knoe that. Any other gal will appreciate that their bf to give them the biggest bouquet of flowers. Who doesn't want that to happened but hw come i can't, i hate being broke. Fuck man that the worst thing in life, y just can't i born in a rich family being provided wif everything.
Nvm at least i am contented to have known my current gf.
Fortunate enough......
Btw, thks darling for the valentine present that u gave it to me. It the best and to u. Dun worry, next time there won't be anymore worst valentine.

my burberry wallet frm nana

a picture taken a long time ago..

me n jason..

Post Chinese New Year

2006-02-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

Well chinese new year is going to end soon, which mean that we have to going back to our daily routine. Bored bored bored. Other than working what can we do inorder to live more meaningfully.
Life in camp is getting more boring and politcal everyday. Practically im just wasting my life away till i ORD. Is there better things for me to do other than rotting in camp. I need a break, yeah a holiday for 2 to bangkok that the best. Must plan for it.
Anyway i get to see how money can make a person so cruel and stingy. The work place where im working previously is a fuck up environment. They tends to cheats our wages, wat for working so hard for all these people in the end wat did we get in return, nothing. Seriously, one day i think all these people will get there retributions.
As for the last few day i have been staying over at darling place. We celebrated her daddy birthday, brought him a pair of nike shoes and sock. Realli envi their family relationship hw come mine is not like them all so isolated. See also sian, seriously my house is just like a hotel for peopl to stay onli. Sad.....

This blog is dedicate to my only beloved Christina

2006-01-26T20:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry i realli mean it.
I making a public annoucement to apologies to you my dear, for wat i have done in the past to make u sad and hurt.
I totally regret abt those things i have done to hurt u.
Those words and action that i done in the past is too sinful. There no way i can forgive myself neither do u.
I destroy all the trust and love which u have laid on me all this while. All because of my mistake, i making u suffering.
I knoe there is no way that you can easily forgive me, u have given me ample chances but i dun cherish them.
I realise my mistake and i ask for the last time that u can give me a chance.
Realli sorry fo wat i have done.
Miss those day in love...

Chinese New Year

2006-01-23T02:09:00.001-08:00

WoW, i didn't even realise that i haven been blogging for a long period of time.
Anyway there so mani things to blog, so i shall start my ball rolling...hehehe...
Okie, Chinese New Year is round the corner, which mean that, there is going to be lots of Ang Pao $$$$$$, coool.... This year guide line, hmmmmm $200 plus that should be enough. Friends and buddies parents dun u run away frm me.

Well, let me recall on what i have done during the weekend.
I stay over at darlin's place for 2 straight roll so fun, we spend like all the time together watching movie, follow by going to chinatown shopping for new year stuffs.
Practically every things went smoothly for us, enjoy each other company. The love has blossom in our relationship, i feel so xin fu. Dun get jealous guys!

Next up i wanna recommend a very homely and wonderful movie to u all. Which is Jack Neo Movie, Im not stupid too. This movie has a great story line, it represent what we have went thru when we are still a young teenager in secondary school. I cry for this movie dun believe go watch it. It realli worth the $$$$$.

Okie, i guess that all i have to blog. Wish all of u a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and win win in all gambling sessions.

Chinese New Year

2006-01-23T02:09:00.000-08:00

Rainy Daes

2006-01-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

These few days the weather in Singapore is damn terok. Is been raining non-stop since yesterday, wat wrong man, damping all the chinese new year spirit..... Haiz
Anyway let me recalled wat have i actually been doing for the past few daes. Hmmmmmm, i catch the movie Elizaebthtown. Practically, the story line was too draggy. I don't think that Orando Boom is suitable to act in a modern show, guess too use to seeing him in costume. Kekeke.....
Anyway guy Chinese New Year is round the corner any plan for the celebration?

New year 2006

2006-01-03T06:47:00.000-08:00

Yes we have step into year 2006 already. This is going to be a great year for me cos i am going to ORD in another 216 days, yeah i mean 216 days.
FREEDOM here i come......
Now i shall set some goals ahead of me.
1) Getting a part time job to earn some $$$$$ first.
2) Apply for a Fashion Mechandising course.
3) Save up to buy all my fav stuffs.
4) Go holiday wif my love one and friends.
5) RELAX to the fullest after ORD......

Anyway tomorrow is my buddy Birthday, so i going to wish him all the best thru this year..... HENG HENG k. Thks for the dinner too, im so full now.

King Kong wat a touching movie

2005-12-29T03:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i watch the movie King Kong. It was so touching, seriously how can a beast fall in love wif a girl. Does such thing realli happen in real life? Overall rating for the movie 9/10 a must watch movie.
Anyway, 2005 is going to end in 3 days time, year 2006 is jus round the corner. So wat have i done for this pass year, practically nothing cos rite nw im serving the Army but i have gotten my licence this year so that one thing to put on the credit. Hahaha.....
Hopefully 2006 will be a great year for me. I would like to wish on better fortune and luck. As i will be starting to fight for my career next year August. Secondly, hope that love will blossom for me and darling and lasting world peace(lame0. Lastly i wish for better health and harmony for my family members.
I wish all my friends a very happy New Year ahead and best of luck in watever u r doing. Take care!

Merry Christmas

2005-12-24T02:28:00.000-08:00

Yes i finally pass my driving test.. I am so happy tis is the best christmas present i receive from god.
Today is christmas eve, so i gonna wish all my friends a very merry christmas. Enjoy urself drink as much as possible but dun get into trouble wif the traffic police cos there will be operation tonight.
To u my dear i hope u enjoy my accompany tonight. Love u. Merry Christmas to u too.

Wat a wonderful trip to City Square

2005-12-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

Just came back from JB. Such a meaningful trip to City Square, the stuffs there are so cheap, cant believe that i onli spend $50 yet i gain so much...... ahahahahah
Okie let u all know what i have bought, tee shirt and a stussey bermuda is such a bargain.
Too bad, there so mani nice things over there but i can't over spend cos i have to pay for my driving test tis thursday. Wish me luck guys.
Me and darling eventually spend the whole afternoon over there, there is too mani things to shop. Haiz dun know wat will happen if we go bangkok. kekeke. Sadly to sae we never bring our digital camera along, so pity because of all the recent robbery cases over there, that y. If not it will be much more fun.
Anyway i will be going back there in a couple of weeks time to get all my new year stuffs. Interested party can give me a buzz, we shall head down there for a shopping spree. Darling i have to thks u for giving me such a wonderful time today. love ya. Hope u enjoy urself too. Mu@cks!

On leave liao

2005-12-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

Hay guy next week i going to be on leave for the whole week, ask me out if u wan to catch up k.
Anyway early merry christmas to all if i dun have the time to blog.
To u my dear, cant wait to celebrate our second christmas together. Love u.

Long time no see

2005-12-16T06:55:00.000-08:00

Well Christmas is round the corner and New year is coming too. Yada yada, which means that there will be more things to spend on. Poor wallet of mine is its going to suffer a burn.....hahahaha
Anyway hv been slacking in camp for the last few days. Now is time to relax myself after all the exercises. Im going to have a long break next week, hopefully i be able to rest to the fullest. Darling, we are going to enjoy our day trip to Johor this Wed. This is our first trip to other country, althought is quite near and only a day but lets enjoy ourselves k. Leave all the worries behind us for that day.
Darling you have to pray for me on the 23 Dec k, you should know wat day it is for me. I totally craving for that day to come, hopefully GOD is on my side to bless me.
I dun pin high hope just to have my full concentration on that day and abit of luck on my side will do. Dying for that day to come. I have butterfly flying around my stomach everytime i think of it. haha......
Okie time to sleep now, tata to u all shall blog when i have the time

Switch Blade

2005-12-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

Im feelin so tired, haben been slping peacefully ever since i came back from Australia. I guess staying in HQ SA is a wrong choice, there are so mani exercise and everytime i kana one, wat the hell.
Anyway i have to say SORRIE to my buddy daniel, didnt mean to fly ur aeroplane for Zoukout. Hope u enjoy urself, and pray that next year we can go together.
Seriously now i jus feel like taking a extra long break. My body cant take it anymore im going to collapse, haiz. Let pray tat i can complete my driving license tis coming 23 Dec. My god.
Btw i have to thk my dear for letting me stayed over at her place , if not everyday i have to wake up early just to reach PLC camp. Within these 2 weeks, i cld feel the cosyness of her family.. maybe im over reacting but they are treating me asif we're one family.....hahaha!

Back at last

2005-11-25T23:49:00.000-08:00

Finally im back, 2 weeks in Australia is realli torturing. I have slimmed dwn plus having all the tan line. Over there was a bad place to live in, we slept in those tents like those emigrants, realli sucks. Hopefully i will never go back there for exercise again.
I dun realli knoe where to start, i haben been writting for like 2 weeks plus. Hmmmm, let me think, okie i will describe briefly what i actually did during the past 2 weeks over there. Bascially, over in Australia the weather there is hot but u dun get to sweat much due the humitity level is low and at night its so damn cold, that u cant even slp peacefully. Most of the time we are out in the field, too bad i dun get to see any kangaroos but we ate alot of sands, hahahaha. (If anyone of u went there before u will knoe what i mean.) Practically, we had potatoes for most of the meals, and the price there is very expensive. I spent like 50 aussies merely on foods. Luckily i cld control if not i would be penniless during the R&R. Okie enough of the exercise thankfully, its all over.
When i reached singapore, darling came to fetch me. I am so happy and touch to see her the moment i stepped out frm the arrival hall. Thks dear for being there for me during the past 2 weeks. Its been torturing for both of us. Time to us is like so precious. i wanna ORD soon, cant wait liao, althought i still have another 9 mth but it seems so long WTF.
Darling u have to be by my side till i ORD k. I NEED U.

me and li neng before departure

my flight ticket

chang hong and me

my campmates

on the bus

im flying...

me n my camp mates

tis is how i shower

me and my officer

my enjik lols

3 mummys

my bmt buddy

GECP bros

me n officer

our heavy meal

me @ bat cave

Back together

2005-11-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

We patch back again, life with her is realli different. Her pressence is all tat i want, someone who is able to completely turn me into a different person.
Love is realli so amazing, it can turn someone crazy, sad and even mad.
Falling in love at first sight wif her when we met give me an answer tat this is the gal tat i wan. Without her i might not know where will i be right now, guess still lost in the wild. Thanks god for giving us the fate to meet pls also grant us the fate to take care of each other for the rest of our life. Amen!

Homie boy

2005-11-02T23:19:00.000-08:00

Been clubbing for the past recent week, althought it was fun but there something missing in my life......

so true....

2005-10-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

PISCES MAN
>>> >
>>> > He is very emotional and always allow himself to be
>>> > very emotional. He can
>>> > have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and
>>> > less than few hours at
>>> > work he can be very moody. He does not understand
>>> > things or try to
>>> > understand things easily. If you notice him
>>> > carefully, you will notice what
>>> > kind of moods he is in.
>>> >
>>> > He is a thinker and able to do well at work and
>>> > always succeed. His normal
>>> > gestures mean he always look at other people faults,
>>> > but he will not talk
>>> > about it. He has the ability to know your thought
>>> > and able to tell you what
>>> > you are thinking about.
>>> >
>>> > He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves.
>>> > They are his important
>>> > secrets and he will keep them to himself and will
>>> > never let you know. He is
>>> > not a very ambition man and careless about his
>>> > position in society. Wealth
>>> > does not drawn his attention, because he is not
>>> > greedy man and as well he
>>> > thinks money is not something that will last. He
>>> > could be very careless
>>> > about his future. He does not like to fight against
>>> > all odds, but instead
>>> > following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes
>>> > because he likes to
>>> > take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady
>>> > future.
>>> >
>>> > He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute
>>> > character. He hates rules
>>> > and regulations. He will never look down on people.
>>> > He is a polite guy and
>>> > can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to
>>> > think that he lives in a
>>> > beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if
>>> > he finds his world is
>>> > cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his
>>> > world instead.
>>> >
>>> > His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is
>>> > his real weapon. He can
>>> > tease you and yet make it looks like one of his
>>> > joke. Even when he is sad,
>>> > he still has that funny face, so you could hardly
>>> > tell if he is mad or
>>> > depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other
>>> > people especially those
>>> > who need friend or lonely.
>>> >
>>> > He will be everything that you want and everything
>>> > you do not want. He has a
>>> > chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He
>>> > can determine to make it
>>> > work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his
>>> > energy with other
>>> > important things, that's how he miss many of his
>>> > good opportunity.
>>> >
>>> > He can be happy and content by himself. What he
>>> > think is important is not
>>> > "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty
>>> > of love for you.
>>> >
>>> > He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good
>>> > listener. When he is with you,
>>> > he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's
>>> > emotional. He likes to
>>> > take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he
>>> > needs to be alone, try not
>>> > to disturb him.
>>> >
>>> > He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. He
>>> > wants to feel worthy. He
>>> > can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will
>>> > be that happy person
>>> > again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if
>>> > he feels jealous he
>>> > will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and
>>> > he care about his
>>> > friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you
>>> > can not get jealous or
>>> > else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things,
>>> > so if a pretty woman
>>> > walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him
>>> > knowing this fact.
>>> >
>>> > When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to
>>> > comfort him. He does not like
>>> > to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to
>>> > follow your advice, you
>>> > have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes
>>> > a cheery and a smart
>>> > woman. If you treat him like he is your special
>>> > person, then he will be that
>>> > special person for you. He will trust you if he is
>>> > in love, but try not to
>>> > over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to
>>> > know yourself worth all
>>> > the time too.

IT so true..............

sad, depress wat can i do

2005-10-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

I felt like crying, after one yr plus wif her yet her love for me totally fade.
Is this wat we call true love, where can i find one.
When i thought tat she is the one, everything came crushing dwn on me.
I throw in all my feeling and heart, is so impossible to recover now.
I can realli experience the feeling of being depress like there is no tomoro, i wan to tok to her, see her simle and laugh but i cant do it.
God if u have create love than y u wanna torture us human being, we all have feeling is it so difficult to go back to the state again.
Y cant there be a miracle for us, i hate myself i dun wan to step into another relationship.
This relationship has torn me apart.

the rain is gone the rainbow shinning brightly

2005-10-20T08:03:00.000-07:00

Me and her went back again. I guess we couldn't bare to leave each other sad and hurt in the end.
Deeply in love.....

2005-10-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

Me and her are thru.
There will not be any blogging anymore.
Closed it down

Monday Blueeeee....

2005-10-17T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today didn't went back camp, taken an MC life in army is getting so so boring. When can i ORD, only ten more month yet so long, hurry up faster pass i can't wait any longer anymore.

sick

2005-10-15T07:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out wif lineng and qingwen. We went to celebrated qingwen's birthday at my gf's work place. Seriously, i guess qingwen is very brave to dance on the bar top wif 2 babes. Furthermore he stripped to his undies on the bar top. (Brown colour the the lastest trend now come on go get it in all outlets) He is the hero for that night man.
THe Singapore Gigglo have finally made his first appearance yesterday at the KTV pub in Hongkong Street, cool.
Anway i guess i am down wif sore throat and flu. It is so terrible gona see a doctor this monday and rest at hm.

Broke bROoke....

2005-10-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

This month is realli damn broke, no money and somemore so mani bills to pay. Anyone wanna share my burden pls step forwards, keke.
This whole week life in camp i guess is the best, cos i am attending some Raiden training and is like there so much free time, so my friends and officer is like over there doing noting except rotting. But all this dun last, haiz........
My life is getting more and more boring, so mani thing to buy but i have so little money. I wanna go for a shopping spur spend and spend like no body business..

feeling hurts

2005-10-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

If making me sad and down is all u wan then u have made it.
Y cant u be more sensitive.

Time Files

2005-09-29T06:35:00.000-07:00

Jus came back after sending my precious nana to wrk. This passed two day have been spending wonderful times wif her, it was fun, crappy and enjoyable to have spend time together.
Yesterday night, we went to Jurong Point to watch Dukes of Hazard. The movie was so funny there so much crappy jokes and the horn of the car realli makes me laugh...... can't stand it.
The night was also wonderful, althought i might have slept early yesterday but in my dream, darling i knoe u are hugging and kissing me all over. It so loving and sweet, anyway guys dun get jealous out there, cos i wan u all to get envy onli......hahaha
This morning was an early one for both of us, we woke up around 10 plus and dear order McDonald breakfast for me, how thoughtful is she, "I LOVE U TO THE EXTREME".
Guess rite now i looking forward for tis coming monday off again.

Bdae over

2005-09-21T05:02:00.001-07:00

Darling bdae is over, everything went according to plan, but somehow she dun seems to look happy at all during the celebration. Dun realli know wat's the reason. Luckily, towards the end, when everyone went back and left the both of us occupying the entire chalet then i start to feel tat she was slightly better.

That night we enjoy ourselves to the extreme, drinking and singing non-stop, played cards, chit-chat, play pool with his bro. It was so wonderful. Nana received alot of presents but guess wat mostly are alcohol. ahahaha....... she also received lotsa angbaos.

That dae also marked the 1st time both of our parent met, i thought only when we r going to get married then both of our parent are suppose to meet up. But it end up the wrong way. I was glad tat they hit off quite well, it was quite a relieve.
As for now, darling we shall plan on our holiday trip to hk, cant wait for tat to happen...............
To HK we come!

Bdae month

2005-09-15T08:15:00.000-07:00

Darling B'Dae is coming, jus got her a 6670 handphone i knew she love it so much. Dear u r the greatest, hope u enjoy ur bdae and collect alot of hong bao and presents, but dun forget me k......
Anyway life is tougher this dae in HQ SA is like i have so mani off awaiting for me to clear yet i can't damn it so wat the point of all the off. Tis coming monday, i was suppose to apply for an off dae but i dun think mdm will allow me. If tis is so, they r forcing me to do thing which i dun wanna do.......

life is so busy

2005-09-07T07:17:00.000-07:00

This coming November, i going for exercise in Australia. Sound great but heard frm my friends that there will not be any recreation time, suck sia.
Haiz, today i kena 1 extra duty. All tat fucking staff sergent of mine he such a moron, bastard realli no brain of him. There no word to describe him, i realli wish to curse him all those bad words and ill stuffs but guess heaven will do his part. Cant be bother wif him, BASTARD, BASTARD, BASTARD.......... you r the worst..... im dedicating tis page to u....

blogblogblog

2005-09-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

Alamak, 1 week plus never blog liao. Okie let me recapped wat i have done during my past week. Last tuesday spend a night over at darling place, the feeling was great, her bed was so comfortable that i fell asleep as soon as i lie on it. Hope to get more chance to do tat often but poor thing is darling, she seem to have some problem sleeping i must bring her to see a doctor when i have the time. Dear listen to mee try to slp early and dun think too much k, hope tat u can have a peaceful slp.
Anyway September is already here im already counting down on my ORD date, i left 1 more year. Although, it may seem long but i knoe it coming sooner or later. 14 DAYs more and nana's birthday is coming, a year older hope she herself and stay happy pretty always no worry about wat going to happen ahead but stay positive.

Doing duty in camp

2005-08-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

Today im doing my duty in camp, damn dirty yesterday went to play game wif my friends until 1 plus then reach hm, realli fun lor.
Now im like a panda who wanna slp yet cannot slp, suck wat to do life is like tat u have to accept it. Anyway tis whole week is like contribute to army cannot earn extra bucks sia. Tomorrow have to go attend some National day celebration dinner wat theeeeeeee wasting my time, better make sure the food is nice if not i be piss off lor.
Lookin forward to next week off day, gonna spend it wif dear cos guess wat is our 1 yr 3 mth anniversary have to plan the day wisely, maybe going over her place to keep her accompany.
Dear dun sae i never go over k, tis tue i be dropping by so pls make some space for me, i dun wanna slp on the floor again.

Arab street

2005-08-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

Today went down to Arab street veri long never went there already, there a few new shop selling vintage stuffs. Actually got myself 2 tees, it may look common nvm. Still need to hunt for more vintage and cool stuffs heard club street sell them. Next time gonna head there to check it out.
Me and darling tok thing out already, tis morning we had a huge argument, always quarrel lor, she always dun listen to ppl when she realli angry. Dear u got to change can, not point being too stubborn.
Rite now i have gain darling trust in me, promise not to break her trust in me. I have given u my word and i will never make u sad, you are always the one tat i love and adored.

Mood ruined

2005-08-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

The night at momo suck, first time and i guess it should be the last time. They DJ dunno how to mix nice music, they are totally not pro lor.
Anyway the mood was spoilt by my gf's friend who is such a disgrace, bitches who liked to cheat ppl $$$$. Is that what u all are train to do, well come on bitch i guess u all should find some other blockhead who are more suitable for tis , or u need some recommendation maybe ur bf can suit the job.
So please get the facts correct and stop blaming someone else. wow your gossips skill is damn fucking great maybe u would like to apply for a job being a paparazzi, rather than going around gossipping, at least u can earn some bucks to spend, so sorrie am i being so sacarstic, but who cares.
You might say $$$$ is onli wat i care but let me tell u something tat a rich person dunno how diff money come by. "spoilt brats".
Lastly, please stop gossipping around, affecting my gf mood im the one who want the money back if u can, pls gossip abt me i more happy too. Just let my gf alone, tis blog is for u kelly and gang.

fine dae

2005-08-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

Everything has slow down finally. There isn't much thing to do in camp, other than practising for the cross-country and army half marathon.
Jus home frm gaming wif my buddies, its been quite sometime since we played for so long, still remember before i was enlisted into army, we used to play until quite late at night. Tat's call life~ man!
Another 12mth or less im going to ORD liao, its another step to a new stage. I dunno wat i intend to do when i ord. So confused! Life is neither simple nor easy, saying is always easier than doing.

Handicapped

2005-08-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

Well nw i feel like a handicap, my finger got infection and is realli killing me. I cant even hold a spoon well, so sad wad wrong man every thing dun go the correct way for me.
There alot of thing im not happy in life, i dun knoe wat i wan and what should i do. Too me it seem tat anything i do dun seem to solve the problems. I need cash and i mean i need lots of cash, the world is too practical cannot imagine wat will happen if im broke in the future.
My mood is spoilt by the my injury, cant do anything well.
Life suck!!!!

The storm is over......

2005-07-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

Everything has come to an end and wat the outcome? Me and nana has patch back. Life without her is realli torturing is couldnt bring myself to end tis relationship, her care, feeling and love have been holding me back.
The gal who has been wif me for one long year, suffer all the anger, sadness, loneliness alone. Hw can u expect me to leave her jus like tat, is inhuman.
I admit tat i realli love her wholeheartly, no one else can replace her in my heart, maybe is the way tat i treat her tat cause all tis quarrel, frm nw on darling i will assure u tati will give u all the love tat u have lost and plus giving u more tis time. Hugs and Kisses!

Ndp is coming

2005-07-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday fireworks at the Padang was great and beautiful but too bad darling wasn't here wif me. But after all still enjoy yesterday wif her, watch a midnight show at AMK follow by supper.
Today, we spend the whole dae shopping all around Orchard, walk frm Far East Plaza to Somerset and did lotsa shopping. In the end i got myself a new pair of slipper and a new wallet but kinda regret buying the wallet as it was so small but too bad. As for darling she realli is a buyer, she got herself quite a few stuffs frm wallet to clothing than to slipper. Anyway, most importantly is tat we enjoy oursleves so much.
Darling is going to start sch tomoro in Nafa hopefully she will enjoy herself and pass the 3 year course, i wish her all the best. Dear pls prove it to us and most important to urself. I have the faith in u.

Finish Li@o....

2005-07-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

SAF Dae is finally over, so glad everything have come to a full stop dun have to wake up early to go for any rehearsals. But there still one more NDP sian wasting my time to go over there to help.
Anyway i jus think tat life in army realli suck, spoilt every plan of mine. Haiz wat to do i guess tat the way life is.
Recently, i think tat NANA is so busy wif her church stuffs, i dun wanna question her about wat is she doing over there. Anyway i hated the thought of going out wif her church's friend is not myself i dun think they r my kind of friends.

BUSY LIKE HELL

2005-06-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

Well SAF dae parade is coming to an end tis coming fridae. Yup, that mean tat i can spend more time wif my darling. Recently, couldnt spend much time wif her because of NDP rehearsal on sat somemore sunday still have to work.
Anyway, tis sundae darling is coming over to stay at my place and we are goin to enjoy ourself on monday as we r going for some kling sessions. Is been a long time since we last had our kling.
I am now lookin forward for a long break, damn tired.

HQSA

2005-06-21T01:55:00.000-07:00

In the first place i thought tat once i posted out, go over to HQSA it will be a good thing for me. Guess it is wrong for me, furk all those REGULARS, pig head , bastard, moron. I hated them man, they simply dun knoe wat they r doing. Jus practically wasting their life away earning money where they dun even knoe wat the taste of beautiful life is all about.
Sometime i wonder hw their life in the outside world is all about. Some common understandin between human beings they dun even knoe, is a waste their life is totally destroy but the power of money. I pity them, not knowing hw to enjoy life and cant even see their true self, is this wat they want in the first place. I dun blame them, anyway i jus left a year more to go but to them the road is still blur so wat even they have money. It can't but them happiness and their time and sufferings.

Busy likeeeee HELLLLLL......

2005-06-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

fURK, SAF dae not yet over then, here come another NDP rehearsal. Guess every thing i do is all screw up. Sometime, i realli hated myself so much for the things tat i have done. Feel so inmature in life, need someone to guide me or maybe knock some sense into me.
My gf and me realli are in bad term, we always can't compremise to each other. What the hell is wrong wif both of us, is our feeling toward each other fading away or wat?
Some ppl sae, if a couple like each other then be together, if not then might as well part. But it is not as easy as it sae, feelin are being throw into the relationship but has not yet nuture all it take is some care and time given. I realli believe me and nana will one dae confide our trust and love for each other. is dae will come, i knoe tat.
Love her so much, no one will understand.

Love......

2005-06-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Seriously wat is love? Isn't it jus following ur heart and feeling but i guess tat not true is more than tat.
Today jus return frm my gf's friend wedding and i heard alot of things abt love frm the peacher. Alots of knowledge which i myself agree to them.
The distance between me and my gf seem to be drifting away, problems is lying everywhere and it need to be solve. I realli dun knoe where the problems lies for izit tat i dun wanna face the music. Sad.

2005-06-05T08:04:00.000-07:00

Sad, bored, Political, piss....

2005-06-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

This whole week is so screwed up, so pissed off my my SSG Quek. He's jus a bastard never ever listen to anyone, always thinks tat he veri great but FUCK him man, he is such an irritating and unreasonnable person to wrk wif including his department peoples.
Right now i hate being in HQSA, the people there suck to the core. I realli wish tat i can transfer out from there, hw am i going to wrk in there until i ORD.
Yesterday quarrel wif darling again, it always happened dun knoe why. Izit tat we 2 realli dun suit each other. It seem tat we 2 are realli world apart, we cannot compremise to each other. I must think of a solution if not thing will get worst.
Hopefully, my life can change GOD pls help man.

Wonderful and Sweet One yr Anniversary

2005-05-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today embark the dae that we knoe each other, is realli fast, one year have already passed. We celebrated our one year anniversar today, spend such a meaningful dae together, wat an unforgettable dae to be kept inside both of our heart. In the morning, i woke up around 11 plus to head to the market to get lilies for my dear somehow they don't sell them today, sad man. In the end, i got pink and red roses for her, i knoe she dun like them so sorrie my dear.
After that i went to amk central to collect my cake adn damn it the weather was realli sun hot.
Around 1 plus, darling arrived at amk mrt station and i went down to pick her up. When i saw her, she was like carrying a big box and i was wondering wat was inside of it. After tat we head back to my place and i gave her a surprise wif my cake, flowers and card. She was realli shocked, didn't expected tat i will buy her a cake , luckly she was happy wif everything.
After we cut the cake we head to the zoo, i guess both of us realli been a long time tat we went to the zoo. I enjoyed my time over there, realli fun taken alot of photos together wif the animals hopefully i can upload them asap so tat u guy can shared the joys tat i have.
After the tour to the zoo, we head back hm first to wash up ourselves. Due to both of us feeling veri tired at the end of the dae, we cancelled our dinner at riverside point and jus went to Bishan to take our dinner after tat i send dear hm.
Dear i love you so much.
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY......... YOU LIVE IN MY HEART.

Waste $$$$$.....

2005-05-23T20:43:00.000-07:00

Today never go to camp, actually was suppose to go back yesterday night. But seriously I dun have the mood wif me, anyway I spend $32 on MC again, FUCK man wasted innocent $$$ again I must discipline myself next time.
Anyway, yesterday night went to sing KTV wif lineng , lionel and my gf. It was realli veri long since we go out until so late in the night. Miss those daes man. My rehearsal for the SAF day have start realli feel so bored and restless wif it. I guess i feel so sian wif army, hell faster ORD la i can't wait anymore.

Busy BuSy bUsY BUSY bUsy.......

2005-05-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Next month i guess is going to be a pack schedule for me, so mani things to do somemore still have to particpate in the SAF day parade. Seriously during my recent exercise i found out tat some of my friends is damn irritating and is pissing me off.
I dun knoe how come they can have such bad attitude, realli have no further comment on them.

Exercise fin@lly ended....

2005-05-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

For the last 2 day i had been in Pasir Laba camp on a local exercise, damn tired sia everyday have to reach that camp at 7am sharp. As my team have a total of four people tat why we divided ourselves into 2 shift. I did the morning shift and the rest of them did the night shift.
As for the last 2 daes, it was also a wonderful time for me as i slept over my dearie's place. We realli enjoyed ourselves alot, dear dear cooked pasta for me. Realli veri long, since the last time i ate something tat she cooked for me, if i not wrong the last time was during BMT time. Momeries man, is always kept inside my heart.
Seriously, staying over at dear place give me a feeling tat i married, can't wait for tat to happen. Anyway, i guess next month i be busy preparing for the SAF dae parade, heard from my friend tat the rehearsals is going to start next week. I hate drilling. Have to turn tan again.

Poor Me.....

2005-05-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

Sian tomorrow have to wake up so early to go over to Pasa Laba Camp, having tis local exercise over there which lasts for a week. Luckily i cld stay over at my gf hse otherwise, i have to wake up early every morning just to travel there. Poor me.
Last sunday, my gf and i went to hunt for a vintage vespa helmet. In the end i got her one which cost $60, sucky so expensive rite. As for myself, i bought a vintage basket to place behind my vespa cos its more convenient for me as i can put my stuffs inside. Somehow, i spend around $170 on it, broke liao must start wrking if not no money....
Rite now there alot of things to be done for my bike. Must slowly plan if not i might overspend, that is not wat i wan.
Hopefully dear enjoyed sitting on my bike, dun worry dear i will drive slowly and carefully one.

Feelin Sick N bluEeeeeee!

2005-05-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was in camp doin duty clerk, didn't have much thing to do over there so watches VCD wif my officer the whole dae. The story line was a bit lame but overrall i jus watch for the fun of it. Wasted another saturday suck, later going to meet dear to go get for her a new helmet. Well i guess tomorrow i dun have the mood to go back camp going to take MC, i think i going to fall sick soon.

Vespa Time...

2005-05-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

Recently, have been quite busy wif army works and buying of my vespa. Today mark the end of the 2 dae event for the Teachers day, damn tired sia have to pack 1600 over goodies bag for them. Dear so sorrie, so long never blog liao i knoe u been waiting to see my blog.
Anyway, i jus got my vespa today. Still haven get the hang of it, seriously i need more time to adapt to it, dun wan to risk anyone's life or cause any injury. The bike realli need some maintainance cos is like the spark plug always cannot get the bike started so i must learn how to change them in case the bike can't start.
Well tis sat im doing clerk duty, so sian, cannot keep nana accompany. I realli miss her alot, dear i realli sorrie tat i have so little time for u. Hopefully now tat i have my bike, i can as and when go and meet u and u wont have to be lonely anymore.
Next week is also going to be to hard week for me, right nw i jus feeling veri tired and weak guess i going to fall sick soon.

Wee Kim Wee passed away.... such a noble guy!

2005-05-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

Been realli veri long since i last blog, realli have alot to say abt but dun knoe where to start wif. Anyway, i would like to console the Wee's family for the death of their father, which was our previous president, Mr Wee Kim Wee. I wish him all the best in heaven. Life is like tat, sooner or later it will be our turn dun knoe what will happen after tat. There is no eternal in tis world i guess.
Well recently, my gf said tat her friend's bf is buying her friend burberry wallet and she was kinda envy of them. Does all tis branded stuffs realli mean alot to u my dear. I was realli in a lost, was should i do, should i get it for her for not. Anyway, im broke now dun even have the ability to buy it for her. Hope seriously in her heart she won't feel sad.
I gtg nw, will blog if i have the time. Ciya!

Time is not within my Controooooooolllllll.....

2005-04-26T05:37:00.001-07:00

It seems tat is quite some time tat i last blogged, so sorrie guys kinda busy tis past few daes so mani things to do. I guess im going to go mad liao. Anyway, rite now i having tis outcamp exercise at stagmont camp which i guess will be lasting until thursday. Over there is so sian, got to help them set up the toughbook and link up the raiden and the firegate. Hopefully, it can end early cos everyday i been going hm around 8 plus so tired, somemore i need to reach camp the next dae at 7, suck lor. My precious Nana, pls be understanding is not i dun wanna meet u but time constrant dun allow me too. When tis exercise finish, things will go back normally. Love you!

So mani -->>-------->(Arrows)

2005-04-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

Sian next month gonna start doing duty clerk liao tat mean tat i must stay over night in camp, suck sia. Well, anyway next week i going over to stagment camp for an exercise which last for 4 dae sian. Somemore, is on firegate which i so long never touch on it liao. Die lor, dun know wat is going to happen. Since the day i stepped into HQ SA, it seem tat i have been arrow by so mani ppl to do things i hate it man, realli shit jobs lor cannot stand it anymore. I wanna take a long break to relax myself, damn stress and tired, i dun think i can tahan anymore.

Mmmonday Blueeeez

2005-04-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

Woke up the same usual time, went back to camp at around 7 plus. Realli bored wif all this usual routine but wat to do, is army lor. Today, was abit special help out those officer to set up the heritage centre and the officer mess cos there was a visit by those india generals. This was the first time tat i came so close in contact wif all tis high ranking personnal. It's realli an eye openner to me. Hope in the future there be more chance to come across all tis again. After work, i went hm and get change follow by meeting up wif darling for dinner at taka food court. Soooooo miss her, since sunday i couldn't spent time wif her cos i wrking. Poor thing tat she has to plan her activities. Anyway, damn tired to con't gonna bath up and call my dear liao, so take care guy.

A tiring dae for me......

2005-04-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today was suppose to knock off at 5pm but who know there so much things to do so i ended up leaving at 6pm, all thks to those extra works. After work, i was suppose to meet up dear to go catch a movie but in the end we went over to my auntie's birthday celebration held at a resturant somewhere at river valley. It was a buffet style meal but in the first place the serving was pretty slow so it was like we order hell load of foods in the end all came at one shot, tat my family member cannot coped wif all the foods. Therefore, we had to cancel afew of the order. Anyway, i have to praise darling for finishing all the crab, didn't knoe tat she can eat so much. I admired u dear u r my crabby eater. HAHAHA....... well tomoro i was suppose to start work but i myself wanted to keep my gf accompany dunno y, too misssss her. Therefore i delay until sunday, thks man, uncle to help me. I owe u one.

Cheated....

2005-04-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

Well, today i was to suppose to meet up my friend after work cos he was saying tat he wanted to intro me a job in a cafe. But, haiz so sad things turn out not the way it was. Seriously, i was so disappointed, long story. After, i reach clake quay i met up wif him and it happened tat he brought me to a place where it was so crowded. At the beginning, i thought wat happened but after i analysed, it was all a plot to lure me to listen to some stupid talk. Come on, all tis ppl out there i wanna knock some sense into all of u. If u are realli proud into wat u r doing pls in the first place let the other party know wat u all r dealing wif, dun make them waste time going down there to listen to all ur bull shit. I was realli disappointed of wat my friend have done but i knoe he was kind to let me know wat he working wif, anyway i dun blame u. Dear, thks for being there to get me out of this mess. Love u the most!

Sgt liao....

2005-04-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

So so looooooong never blog liao. Jus past out as sgt last week, now was such a relieved no more training liao. Right now, im posted to Headquater Singapore Artillery to do admin work, some more is a 8-6 job scope which mean i have more time to spend wif my darling. Realli was looking forward toward it. So sad, darling didnt get her pay from FIL, so fuck up they all use lame excuses to eat up her pay, making her suffer rite nw. Darling dun u worried, it soon be fine i be there to help u go thru tis together. Right now inside my mind, i have alot of thing to handle. Firstly, i looking for a part-time job hopefully can find one soon. Just tat low pay from SAF can die sia. Secondly, i wan to take my driving license. Realli yeaning to pass them fast so tat i can drive daddy car. So mani thing to do, must plan properly my sechdule so tat i have at least time to spend wif my dear nana, cannot neglect her. She still important after all.

Confinement....

2005-04-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

Exercise Giant is finally over but wat i got was 1x confinement. The feeling was so sickening, all i knoe was tat i did my part but no one appreciated it. This realli make me realise tat i shouldnt have done so much and get all tis shit. Right now, i hated all those officer to the core, they suck man. All they knoe was to give confinement, and they dun even care for us trainee. Army is a fucking place tat give people more shit and get them into deeper trouble. Right now to them, they jus think tat i have attitude problem but who care, if they realli think so well let it be. Fucking bastard, one dae when ur son is in army hope they have the same feeling of wat i having now.

Passing out real soon!

2005-03-26T10:02:00.000-08:00

Well well, tis week is realli a long weekend for me. I can sae i spend it veri meaningfully. Most of my time was wif my gf, and we watch a total of two movie for tis week. First was Miss Congeniality 2 and the second was Hitch, both show was awesome. Now i kinda broke, my bank left around hundred over dollars to spend for the next 2 week, realli mustn't spend much liao. In 2 weeks time, i going to pass out as a sergent already so fast sia. Tis coming week, will be a torturing week as im going to have my final out-field finale and i heard from my sir tat it is going to be damn tired and stress for us. But after tis last one, hopefully i can spend more time wif my darling. So so miss her baby! U gotta take care of urself, I love u so much....

Shack & Tired!

2005-03-19T18:45:00.000-08:00

Jus came back frm guard duties, wow veri tired but realli dun wanna waste my weekend jus like tat. Later, im going dwn to expo wif my campmate, heard tat is a sale going on over there, ADIDAS somemore. Haiz, things is like going bad for me and my gf. Yesterday, during my guard duty we had a huge quarrel and eventually wanted to end of our 9mth relationship. It was so sad to hear tat, i dun knoe wat realli happened? Was i over doing things? Did i always sae things tat hurt ur feeling? M i a guy tat is so insensitive toward ur feeling? All i realli want was to have a pure, true relationship wif u, im seriously deeply in love wif u my dear. I think i must put in more effort into doing and saeing thing to u, i wan u to feel love again. I dun care much on my pride, all i wan is to win back ur feeling and make u feel the love and spark in our relationship. There is mani thing in the future tat i been thinking doing it wif u and i mean i want it done wif u thru tis life. Dear, now tat u given me another chance all those things i did in the past tat hurt u i will not do it again. I will not make the same old silly mistake to break ur heart i love u and i do. Hope tat u forgive wat i did in the past. Sorrie!

Posting.....

2005-03-18T00:52:00.000-08:00

The posting is out, 9 guys have been selected to stay at SSPH. Well, as for me and they rest of the 18 guys we all are staying at FH side. Realli sad to say tat our course is going to end in around 3 weeks time. Is realli fast, from the beginning tat i step into sch of artillery until i going to pass out as a sergent. My feeling now is neither happy nor sad, cos when my army life is going to end i, myself realli dunno what is the next step i going to take in my life. So headache, so mani things to do yet so little power i have. This week, i going to do guard duty on sat, my weekend is burn, cannot accompany my gf. Guess she have to find her own activities to keep herself occupy. Darling, sometime i wish tat u can read my mind, certain thing tat i say u seem to misinterpret it. But nvm, i guess time will tell how much i love u.

Wonderful, perfect, sweetest and unforgetable.....

2005-03-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my b'dae, and yes indeed i spend it wif my love one and i realli enjoy myself veri much. Woke up early at around 10 plus in the morning, to celebrate wif my families member. They bought me a vanilla cake and i luv it alot, but too bad my darling didn't get to taste it, so sorrie. In the afternoon, i went down to darling work place, Fil Spa and intelligent, as she said she had help me booked a massage session for me. I was realli surprise to hear tat. When i reach there, i have to waited cos a customer was still inside having her treatment. When it was my turn, i headed into the room, wow the room was so class and zen. By the look and the atmosphere, u realli can throw everything out of ur mind and relax urself. The massage lasted around 1 hours plus and at the end of it, i realli felt so refresh. Thks darling, i enjoyed it. After tat, we went to orchard to shop around and had our dinner at taka breek. I ordered for myself a combo delight and damn it, it tasted great. As for dear, she had mushroom creme pasta and it didn't tasted realli nice, at the end of it we ordered ice cream for desert. After the meal, I blow a small heart shaped chocolate cake brought frm baken inn. Wow, it was so delicious. At 8 plus, we took a bus down to bishan to catch a movie, Assualt at precinct 13. It wasn't realli nice as wat i expected. There it goes for the whole dae event tat happended on my birthday. Tks to the credit of my princess NANA... I luv u!

Such a groomy sunday afternoon....

2005-02-27T00:05:00.000-08:00

Today was such a boring dae, nothing much can i do, was actually surfing the net the whole dae. Wake up early in the morning cos my friends actually wanted to play soccer but in the end they didnt called me so i continued to sleep until 12 plus. After tat i woke up to have my lunch, wow it was chicken rice shiok rite, keke. After the lunch i watched spiderman 2 dvd, it was so great to re-watch it again. Haha lame rite! Now, i practically doing nothing was waiting for my gf to knock off and come over my place. Damn miss her sia. Hope she is feeling better today. Next sat is my 22 birthday, realli dun knoe hw am i going to celebrate it, guess goin to have it plain and simple. Just wan me and my gf to celebrate tis special occasion together w/o anyone disturbing. Looking forward toward it.

The high tides are here once again...... SAD

2005-02-25T12:00:00.000-08:00

Nowaday, things dun always go rite for me and my darlin, it seem like we always quarrel bcos of small stuffs, so annoying. Darlin, i wish tat we can stop it once an for all. I realli dun like it. Today, my gal seem to be so keen in telling me tat she wanted to head back to sch life again. I was realli glad to hear tat from her, since the beginning i always encourage her to do it. But why such thing can happen , when i was on my way hm, nana called me telling me tat she was sad. I asked her y and she said tat her dad lost $10,000 on soccer and she is so trouble tat whether she can go back to study again pose a big question mark. I fell bad for her but as her bf i didn't try my best to confort her yet telling her other stuff, hw useless am i. Darling, at tis veri moment on tis piece of blog i want to tell u tat i will support u till the end whether u can study or wat, good points or bad i also dun mind cos in my heart i already engrave ur name to be my wife. Thur, thick and thin shall we walk down tis long stretch of road. Lastly, i looking forward to celebrate my 22 birthdae wif u, i love u.... My sweetheart, Nana!

Chines New Year is going to end soon...

2005-02-18T10:08:00.000-08:00

Jus came back frm ktv session wif my gf and her friends, damn tired sia. Never been slpin well during tis past few daes in camp bcos of outfield ex. Haiz tis sunday have to go back to camp early in the morning to take my retest on my FDM exam, fail again really dun knoe wat wrong lor. My captain told me tat if i fail again, i will be out of course and tat wat i dun wan. MUST put in effort to pass. Tomoro dear dear is going for her company dinner and dance then i be left all alone dun knoe wat to do tomoro guess maybe i be dropping by orchard library to borrow some books to bring back to camp to study. Next week, is going to be a hard week for me there are goin to be several exam coming up, plus in around 2 weeks time my course is moving to kranji camp to learn some new stuffs and things is going to be different there again.

Happy New Year 2 All......

2005-02-09T21:23:00.000-08:00

Is the second dae of the new yr, well damn shack sia. Yesterday went clubbing until 5 plus in the morning wif my friends. This yr didn't realli collect much hong bao but i realli enjoy myself alot bcos i have my gf around wif me. New year eve, i went over to my gf's relatives place to have the renuion dinner wif them. So pressure bcos is the first time i havin dinner wif her parent and relatives but overall it went well, they are so friendly and the foods they cooked.......is so delicious. After tat, is my gf turn to come over my place to have the dinner wif my relatives. Over here, we ate steamboat which is kinda different frm her. Later, at night we went to catch a movie "A MOMENT TO REMEMBER" is so touching tat i myself shad tears for the show realli a must watch movie for couple. After the movie, we head to chinatown to do some last minute shopping. O my god is was so crowded over there, the human and vehicles was so jammed up tat i had to squeeze my way in there.

Pathetic Weekend.....

2005-01-23T01:15:00.000-08:00

Haizzzz, going to bookin in camp soon. Realli no mood to do anything, definately no mood to study for my exam too, cos i know tat i will not pass the exam. Next week is going to be a tough and mentally stress week for me. No more long weekend, onli have to wait for the chinese new year to come in order to enjoy an untimate long weekend man........ Not going to tok much liao, see u all next week take care guys!

Lonnnnnng Weekend....

2005-01-21T09:49:00.000-08:00

Well tis week i havin a long weekend bcos of hari raya. But too bad, is goin to end soon. Haiz how come good things dun last. Next week, i having my FDM exam, damn stress sia i have a feeling tat i might fail the exam. Realli sadist lor, bcos if i fail the exam im going to confine during the weekend and study for it, which i realli dun wan. Gonna, put in more effort to pass it once and for all. Nei, let drop all tis stupid topic which spoilt my mood man. Anyway today, i meet up wif daniel and melvin for kopi session. Realli such a long time tat i never meet up wif melvin, he i becoming more fit as rite now he is in OCS training to be an officer. After tat, i went shopping around wif daniel to look for vintage shade which in the end i manage to get one. Cool sia! Guess i realli into vintage stuffs now. Later in the evening, i went to fetch my gf from wrk and then went to marche to have dinner wif lineng. Spend nearly 40 bucks on tis meals but i realli enjoy it. Well tat all i have to mention, touch up more tomoro.